I Give Up!!!!

I've come to the conclusion that I just cannot deal with plastic canvas. I started stitching together my purse organizer and found that one piece somehow has disappeared. I'm sure it is around here somewhere, but rather than take the time to look for it I started stitching. This pattern was relatively simple. Just straight sides, nothing fancy. And even so I managed to break one of the little holes. I guess my frustration has more to do with my attempts at making coasters for my older son's birthday, in the shape of Texas, where I am from and he was born. You can get the coaster pattern here. After three tries I got one coaster cut out. I've gone through another four attempts and I'm just done with it. Maybe my eyes are just too bad or I need to get stronger reading glasses. I don't know but I just am not going to deal with it for now. Oh well, I guess I will just have to avoid using the purse I designed this for, or use it and get frustrated being unable to find things easily.